Just another day...and rant.

Haven't gotten to checking my donutofmisery these past few days and I'm debating on whether or not I should... I think I want to try waiting as long as I can without really thinking about it, because then when I finally look I'll be pleasantly surprised at how much farther we've come. :) That sounds like a good idea to me. 5 days until the 3 month mark! It's going by so quickly already, I'm so excited!!!

Nothing too exciting happened today. Just work, really. But on the way home I started thinking about my mish and one of our songs came on and it made me so sad to think about. Sometimes I just wish that I could have him here to hug and to hold! I wish I could keep him in my pocket or something. I can't wait until the day that I can run my fingers through his hair or trace his face with my fingers again. I just miss everything about him. It's crazy.

BUT, on a brighter note, I'm super excited to see how close with the Lord he's becoming. It's seriously incredible and I'm SOOO looking forward to all of the blessings that are to come because of his work serving the Lord. I'm making it a goal of mine to become more spiritual, too. He baptized me 3 months ago, TODAY! I've been trying to read from the Old Testament everyday and really study my scriptures and it really sucks when I miss days like I have been lately. I can tell that my days just aren't the same when I haven't studied my scriptures. I really need to be better about it. Sometimes I have a bad problem with finding the will to pray to myself every night. I mean, I love doing the family prayers and I don't have a problem with it, but it's just I forget or don't when I'm alone and that's something that I really need to work on before Elder Bertoch comes home. I just want to make him proud of me, as well as Heavenly Father! I need to do my best to do this. I can do it. I have 2 years to build my testimony and spiritualness up to the level of my missionary. I can do this.