Welcoming Myself Back

Greetings bloggers! 

I've been pretty MIA for the past few months or so and for that I am sorry. You don't care, you say? I know, but I like to pretend that people actually read this and stuff soooo ... well, yeah.

"Holy crap you've been gone for ages! What do you even look like now?!" 

"Holy crap you look the same!" 

So where has life taken me in these past few months? Well, I'm 17 now so that's cool. And I only have about 50 more days of high school left and then I'm done with that forever and moving on to bigger and better things, so that's cool. Connor (Elder Bertoch) and I are still wonderful and happily together! One little thing has changed with that, though...

I am officially waiting and dating while he is gone! 

And I sure am happy about it because, well, as you can see, I haven't had to come on a blog to rant about my sad feelings lately! My version of "Dating" at the moment is basically me having a school girl crush on a guy that I work with. He's not LDS so obviously things couldn't go too far with him, but we talk all the time now and we're definitely pretty close! He's super cute and we've hung out a few times annnnnd... I never thought I'd be able to say this.... but, I LIKE him! Can you believe that I actually "LIKE" a boy again!? A few months ago I never would have dreamt that I'd be one of the girls who dates people while their missionary is gone... but I sure am glad that I'm doing it. :) 

For those of you who ARE actually reading this, and are "missionary girlfriends" or whoever you are, I advise you to DATE. It's the greatest growing experience ever. And it's fun. And gets you free food and stuff. And distracts you from the wait. And makes time fly. So basically there are no negatives. :) 

Anyways, this boy is the most confusing thing to ever exist. He's slightly conceited and extremely attractive and also pretty funny and sweet and awesome. The conceited part isn't really a good thing usually... but it doesn't seem to bother me with him. So that's weird. So sometimes he likes me it seems and sometimes it's like he wants ME to like HIM... I don't know if that even makes sense. He's just playing some hard to get I think... but I'm playing back to that makes things slightly complicated.

"Nobody cares!" 

I know. 

But for those of you asking yourselves why the heck I'm not talking about my mad crazy love for Connor right now, do not worry! I am still head over heels, nose over tail, madly crazily insanely in love with him! We just don't really write that often and with him being gone and all it's kinda hard to feel that "spark" or whatever the heck you wanna call it. But seriously guys, I love him and it's staying that way. 

"What does HE look like nowadays?!" 

"Holy crap who is that sexy boy on the left?!"

That's him in case you didn't already figure that one out.

So yeah!

I love him and things with him are perfect!

He's 1/3 of the way done by the way.

But dating is fun.

 I'm obsessed with it just a tad. Boys are just fun. 

I sincerely recommend it. 

Moving on! 

I really do feel kind of weird about the fact that I didn't use this blog for like 5 months or something. I'm gonna work on getting back into blogging because I really do enjoy it! It's fun and kind of like a journal where I can keep my memories and feelings. So yeah. 

I think I'm about done with this post for now! 

Until next time....

ADIOS!