Calc Camp

Ahhh yes, you read that correctly. 

Calc camp. 

Calculus.... camp.

That's where I've been for the past 4 or so days preparing for the AP exam that is coming up in less than a month. Oh, joy... But seriously I'm gonna get a 5. I just know it. Calculus is just my thing, you know? Everyone has that one thing they are really good at, and for me it's calc. So there's that. Anyways, the camp was pretty fun! Except for the cold showers.. that sucked. But hanging out with everyone from my class was awesome. I also think I've developed a sort of crush on this LDS guy in my calculus class who I liked back in the day of 8th grade. And I think he likes me, too, based on the way he's been acting the past few days. But really, I'll figure it out and update you all soon. It doesn't matter much to me anyways at this point but it would be pretty cool to like go on dates with him or something cause he's really nice and also really attractive. Anyways. Oh, so remember that guy that I work with that I kind of sort of liked at one point and then decided to just be friends with? He's driving me nuts today. It's like all of a sudden he is all over me (like....text-wise... not sexually or anything though) and I don't know how to handle it hahaha I guess I'm just gonna let him chase me if he pleases, but we just had a conversation where we both mutually decided to just remain close friends... and now this is happening and he says he's not "leading me on" (What does that even mean? I don't even like him so....) but he totally flirts his head off with me all the time and I'm sure I'm not making sense so I'm just going to stop! Ha. 

Hope that didn't totally bore you. 

Anyways, church was lovely today! I loved every minute of it. All of the talks were about eternal marriage and eternal families and stuff like that and it really got me thinking about my future and how I'm going to totally put it into Heavenly Father's hands. I feel such a relief like... letting go... if that's what you wanna call it. But, mind you, I'll still be faithfully writing Connor and all of that jazz but you know, I'm gonna date and not worry about what happens with anyone (I'm remaining virtuous and righteous and all that, no worries). And yeah. I just feel so good and happy today.

 I love Sundays.

And tonight there's a fireside at our church and it's going to be awesome. It's like a "get to know your bishop" thing because we just got new boundaries for our wards and stuff. :) So I'm looking forward to that. Hopefully our bishop actually comes.... he was sick from church today and didn't show up so I'm really hoping that he does.

I feel really weird because I don't have any new pictures to put on this post. It's freaking me out. 

OH okay so get this. (WARNING: not for the weak-stomached). 

So my friend and I are waiting for her doctor's appointment when we get a call from her mom who says that she fell and hurt herself at home. We get through my friend's appointment and go to her house to find blood all over the hallway floor and her mom in her (her mom's) bedroom holding pajamas to the right side of her face. And we can totally tell she's drunk off her butt (She's an alcoholic..). And so we make her show us what happened and there's basically this GIANT gash on her face going all the way down her forehead and right eye. Like... I could see her skull. It was that bad... disgusting. So we rush her to the hospital and she has to get like 20 stitches and now it just looks completely brutal. But it was disgusting. My friend is super squeamish around blood so she was about to throw up and cry the whole time but we managed to take care of it annnnnd yeah. Lesson to the wise, DON'T DRINK. It ruins you. I watched it happen to my family and I don't wanna see everyone else ruin their own lives and the lives of those around them. 

Okay, gruesome story over! 

So now I'm just sitting here listening to some MGMT and blogging and pinteresting and I'm not really sure what to do with myself! My brain is still sort of mush after 4 days straight of calculus so I feel like I'm going a little bit insane. That's always fun, right? 

I'm just going to stop now before you all think I'm really psycho and tell me to shut up. 

Bye!